Missing Australia's soil

How long has it been since my first step away from Australia's soil?

It's been TOO Long.

I Just miss everything about it.

I miss the laughter of friends, the japanese class, the party life, the boarding life, the sleep over, the atmosphere, the air, the cold whether, the beach, the bay run, the scenary, the accent, the TV shows, the strangers, the culture, and the freedom!!

Everything is just so different here.

I just wanna be able to make decision on my own again. To decide and then do it straight after.

I wanna have my freedom again. Freedom to do anything without being judged, without the gossip and back stabbing, and without the widging and endless complains by my parents.

Freedom to be ME.

Of couse, it shouldn't be that hard to adjust. Other people can live through it. Plus, I was born here and I can speak the language fluently, but hey, I spent all of my teenage life in Australia...and I miss it. A Lot!

Sometimes i wonder how i'd turned out if i chose to go back and stay in Sydney. Would I have been more mature? or who would be my college room mates? What kind of life i would have? and how different would it be 20 years from now?

I can only wonder.......

And I will be fine.

Once we've made a decision and walked further to the path for a while, you can't just turn around and walk the other path. You have to be proud of what you've chose to do, or else, you'd have nothing left. You may wonder, but you shall not dwelling on about it.

Make today your best. Be the best you can be.